I saw two baby spirits who had an abortion and they said they hated me...
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Notes from female reporters—
Forgive us, dear children
——A confession of an abortion woman
2012On May 8, 2019, I saw an article titled "Where did the baby spirit go after abortion?"》(Looking at the snow guest in the Huxin Pavilionhttp://blog.sina.com.cn/dxj ）After reading it, I wrote a comment: "I have seen infant spirits, the size of a four or five-year-old child, transparent.After I read the Dharani Sutra of the Boys.I praise the blogger for his compassion and hope that all living beings will wake up.”The blogger later wrote a reply: "Oh, can you write an article about infant spirit?” I was silent.I understand that Senior Brother means writing it to give more people enlightenment.We have rarely seen any woman actually record her abortion experience.That means you should disclose your sins of abortion.I am not afraid of damage to my image. A woman like me who has all the five poisons of greed, anger, ignorance, arrogance, and doubt has no image at all.But that was an unbearable past, I killed my own child!
Today, I asked a lot of women, my friends and colleagues, and I was surprised that almost everyone had an abortion.Some of them have a casual tone for abortion, as simple as stool.
In recent years, many private hospitals have sprung up after a rain, especially obstetrics and gynecology hospitals, whose main business is abortions.Many advertisements have almost become the main financial resources for TV.For example, "A group of young women asked each other whether they had a boyfriend? Everyone said happily that there was, and the last voice was frowning and dragging out, "There's no more."Let’s talk together, going to a certain hospital, it’s gone."So cheerful."
The creative and creators of these advertisements will only have one place to go in the future.That's not what we need to care about.What I am deeply worried about is that many female friends do not realize the truth and consequences of abortion.So, I write this article for the children I have lost, for the children who will no longer be killed, and for parents who do not know their sins.
1995In the early spring of the year, I became pregnant for the first month after my marriage.This is called "Sitting on the Joy" among the people, saying that children who have honeymoons are very smart.But I'm not happy because I want DINK.Moreover, our career has just started and we are poor and careless.When I told my husband that I didn’t want children, I also told him that I was a passive man, and he had no right to choose but the right to know.He is basically a big deal and a small deal.At that time, a kind of painless abortion was popular. After learning about many hospitals, he chose the one with the best reputation.We did not tell the parents of both sides and went to the hospital.Doctor calls B Chao said he was in bed, really don’t want the first child?Yes, I insist.Then I took the medicine.I went to the hospital the next morning.Take medicine again.By noon, my lower abdomen was severely hurt.Bleeding.Later, the blood clots of broad beans fell off and they were taken to the doctor with a cup for urine test. The doctor picked them up with tweezers and washed them in normal saline. The blood was removed and it was a pink meat ball the size of peanuts.The doctor smiled and said that he had the gestational sac.Just throw it into the trash can.When I threw it away, my heart ached.Later I told the parents that I was scolded.I didn't tell my colleagues that I was embarrassed to say I was pregnant at that time, and I said I had acute gastroenteritis, so I had a few days off to go to work.
Don't want the children, the children want to come.More than half a year later, I was hit again.
At this time, my mind changed, I accepted my children, and bought a lot of parenting books.The whole family is full of stars.By three months, B More than anything else.Later, I started to have lower abdominal pain and bleeding.Go to the hospital B Chao, the doctor said, it was a boy, but unfortunately he died (Note from Xueke: In this case, it is generally the first time that the baby spirit has aborted for revenge, deliberately reincarnated and then left by itself, causing pain to the mother.This is the reason for habitual miscarriage）。I don't believe it, I've seen him B Heartbeat super!I cried and cried.You can only clear the palace immediately, otherwise you will have heavy bleeding.That is the legendary painless abortion, why doesn’t it hurt?It is the best hospital and the best director in this city.The duckbill expands your body and the vacuum cleaner sucks away your flesh and blood.If we let women know how painful it is, fewer people will dare to behave.Many people will suffer from back pain after abortion, and many women have hidden dangers in this way.I also learned that the reason for the "termination of pregnancy development" in medicine (death in the womb) is that the first pregnancy violates the physiological cycle in order to terminate the pregnancy. The body remembers the time of death for the first time and stops the secretion of progesterone at this time next time.My child was not eliminated and died naturally, but I did not give him nourishment and starve to death!
People now have a popular saying: In the past, I gave it to my husband at the first night, but now I give it to my boyfriend for my first child.Young woman, don’t be ignorant, as abortion will cause great harm to the body!It’s nonsense to go to a certain hospital!Maybe your happiness will be gone!
What's even more helpless is that my milk has come down.Many women have no milk in full term delivery. My child died in the uterus for four months, but the milk came.Repay milk.Take a lot of medicine.Do you know the pain of sitting in an empty confinement period?I've knitted kids sweaters.I'm in such a bad mood.My body is also weak.No matter day or night, as soon as you close your eyes, you will see a man pulling my hands and feet。I was so scared that I didn't dare to be alone at home.Many friends come to see me, so I ask them to accompany me more.One day, a sister came to see me and she believed in Buddhism.I told her I saw a figure.She said, maybe it was my child who died.My back is cold.What should I do?She said, I want to repent.After she left, I didn't know how to repent. When I saw me knitting half of the little sweater, I felt sad, and I felt that he had abandoned me.I also thought that my previous child was so pitiful, and I didn’t even have a sweater. I wanted to be selfish and not want children for the sake of a bullshit career.I cried like this for a while and fell asleep.I didn't see anything.Later, my health was also good.Two years later, when I decided to take care of my body in advance.After that, I became a mother.Soon, more than ten years passed.I have already studied Buddhism. In 2009, I received a Buddhist scripture "The Buddha's Sutra on Longevity and Elimination of Sins and Protecting All Boys" and a disc "Forgive Me, Dear Children".
For children with short pregnancy, use a suction device to tear the child's body and suck it away.If it is bigger, splitting the fetus with a scalpel is like dismembering it, but this is not a corpse. The child is still alive, moving, and struggling.The larger ones, surgical forceps clamp the child's body, crush his bones, scrape off the flesh with a knife, and suck it out by aspirator.A little bigger, a meat grinder-like weapon, stuck the struggling child and crushed him.No matter how big it is, it is impossible to grind it, so I used a syringe to extract some amniotic fluid from my mother's abdomen and injected saline. This is strong salt water. The child's whole body is burned and then oxytocin is given, so it will naturally give birth to a stillbirth.Some also inject adrenaline, which is a toxin for the fetus, and the fetus is poisoned to death.I watched the disc with tears in my eyes.Documentary.Each fetus was struggling and running, but there was nowhere to escape, no shouting, or even tears. Their hands and feet were trembling and were quickly turned into meat sauce.
If their open mouths can pronounce them, they can only shout one word: Mom!
But it was my mother who wanted to kill him... (I burst into tears as I wrote this)
（I wrote the previous morning, but I couldn't continue writing it later.I continued writing this article in the afternoon.)
After opening the article, my tears flowed down again.
I am so repentant. My child, the first one, is 17 years old this year if he is alive.Just when my son was two years old, I got pregnant again, and was pregnant with a ring.Family planning is a national policy, and we can only accept it.We can only have one child as our dependent retribution, and we cannot turn the responsibility off to the country.But, how can contraception be scientific and safe?Can our relevant departments not only look at indicators, but care for individuals?Can adolescence girls and newlyweds be given guidance?Can women of childbearing age be given regular health care?
Don’t think that you are not guilty of family planning.So, why don’t you contraceptive?Some people told me that she didn't know that she took some medicine when she was pregnant, and some friends told me that she was taking the medicine. B Super discovered that the child was disabled.
On this day, I seemed to have an interview about abortion.
You may be conceived at any time during your childbearing age. If you do not have the awareness of contraception, you will be the sin.Many abortion women later habitually aborted abortions or have children with rebellious children.The sins have not been eliminated.As for disabled children, that is your consequence. If you don’t want him, it doesn’t mean that your bad luck will not come.I interviewed a woman who had a fetus disabled, and she had aborted, and she was still disabled, but she got cancer later. She got cancer. B It looks like a fetus.There is also a teacher I know. The couple were pregnant with a child and wanted to divorce and get rid of it. Later, they remarried and got pregnant with hydatidiforms.Retribution of cause and effect.Lili is not happy.
My three children who have no more are my ignorance, the second is my regret, and the third is my helplessness.It's all my sins.
I began to read the "The Buddha's Sutra on Longevity and Elimination of Sins and Protecting All Boys".Some women read the chant because they are afraid of the infant spirit's revenge, and some women also know a little about the infant spirit. What they care about is that the child still follows me?Will you take revenge on me?Which monk can save him and let him leave me quickly... You are so fucking bad!
That's not what I do.I feel that half of my life is basically going well, but things happening often happen by chance that the wishes and reality are different. This is what I did myself, and I should have been retaliated against.The ones who have the most power to retaliate against me are my abortions.If revenge I can give them a way out and be happy, I accept it.My child, I feel sorry for a thorn in your hand, but I killed you, you were so peaceful in my stomach that you thought it was heaven and did not receive my expectations and blessings, I killed you!I must have been retaliated, and even going to hell can't repay my children's pain and despair。
I read Buddhist scriptures as if I were standing in the judgement seat and reading my own sins.So the year I read this Buddhist scripture, I basically burst into tears every time I read it.I don’t need to ask any great master to do the salvation of my baby spirit. What can be the best salvation is the mother’s heart.I can die on their behalf!
Did you know?Our life is the unity of two energies, one energy is called spirit (Buddhism is the divine consciousness, Christ, etc. is the soul). This spirit enters the material body (fertilized egg), and the two energies merge into one life body.The material experiences death, the spirit does not die, and after the first period of life, it will be reincarnated or retribution again within 49 days.But,Those aborted spirits have not completed the cycle of life, and they cannot receive retribution according to their karma. That is to say, they have no place to go, cannot return to the uterus, and have no material support, so they become lonely ghosts.。Moreover, have you ever visited the grave for your aborted baby spirit on Qingming Festival? No.They have no support in the world!
I began to read the "The Buddha's Sutra on Longevity and Elimination of Sins and Protecting All Boys".One night after half a year, I went to bed after dedicating it to me and then lay down. I saw a child of four or five years old walking through the door and coming to my bed. He was transparent and had a light blue light. He wanted to climb into the bed, but he couldn't get up. He cried and said, "Mom, mom, I'm cold!!!"I got up and hugged him. My hands were empty and the person almost fell off the bed. Looking again, it was gone, the child was gone.The gentleman woke up in shock.I said everything I saw, and he shed tears and said it must be our child.It's winter, boy, are you cold?Where are you?
After that day, the gentleman took time to read the name of Amitabha Buddha silently every day and asked the Buddha's light to bless our baby spirit.He persisted for a long time, for more than a year, but didn't tell me, for fear that I would be sad.
As for me, in addition to the "The Buddha's Sutra on Longevity and Elimination of Sins and Protecting All Boys", I also read and recite the "Ksitigarbha Sutra".After chanting the scriptures, we will start dedicating to all infants and spirits.There are so many unjustly deaths in the world. If parents know that they have killed their children, their children will be so pitiful, and their parents will repent.A tiger is poisonous and doesn’t eat anything!
2011In the summer of 2018, I suddenly had an idea to find my baby spirits.Regarding the study of the body, mind and spirit, I will not write more.This is a topic of modern psychology research, which has been studied in Western society for more than half a century.Dr. Lin Xianzong of Taiwan was introduced to the mainland.It is the cause that awakens our spiritual consciousness through shallow hypnosis.This cause may confuse us, and it is a bad consequence in our current life.Find the cause, pull it out, and be happy in the present moment.This Western science originated from Buddhism.
I didn't tell the gentleman that day, because I was afraid that he would worry, so I went to do a spiritual retracement.I did it once as early as the end of 2010, and that time I saw my past life.
Senior psychological counselor Mr. Duan (the teacher’s job QQ476197713） I gave an explanation for me.Under her guidance, I lay on the recliner and gradually entered a state similar to meditation.
So, I came to the hospital where I had my first medical abortion and the retracement started from this place.It’s not what I think, it’s that in meditation, the environment suddenly changed, and I went back to that point, which was the starting point for my abortion in this life.I saw the doctor throwing the gestational sac into the trash can, and turned around and saw a translucent child standing behind me. He said, Mom...
I was shocked.I still remember that there were no children in the hospital that day.ButWhat I saw then was so terrifying. There were children everywhere, transparent children, some had no hands and feet, and some had no heads.On the ceiling, underground, on the wall, on the doctor's back... I escaped from the hospital.The child followed me.That is my child with abortion, and I was afraid when I saw it.I'm afraid, I can't see any scene anymore。Backtrack termination.In the psychological counseling room, under the guidance of the teacher, I began to repent myself and call on the child. The child finally came and stood opposite me.In fact, the psychological counselor didn't see anything, she just heard me talking to myself.I am in a light sleep state. What is light sleep? I am actually awake and can hear the teacher's questions, but I can't wake up. I am in the deepest memory of my spiritual consciousness.
Child, I said, I am your mother, I killed you, do you hate me?He said, I hate you, I hate you, I later became your child again, your second child died, and that was my revenge on you. If you didn’t repent, I would always revenge on you!Oh, so that's it.I cried, and I saw that the child was in the same color as the plaster. I went to hug him, and it was very cold.My tears fell on him, and his plaster began to change color and turned golden.I said, we had no money at that time, so we couldn't ask for you.He also cried, saying, "Mom, you are so stupid. Do you know, you are the daughter of the Heavenly King. You came to this dark place by a moment of thought. You have been reincarnated here for thousands of years, but the Heavenly Kingdom has only been a short time. Your father misses you, I am a boy with money, I am here to give you money!We hugged and cried.I asked him, then where will you go in the future? Can you still return to heaven?He said he didn't know the way.I asked him if he was going to the Pure Land?He said he didn't know.I told him that the seven treasure lotus pond eight merit waters were liked, so I chanted Amitabha Buddha. It was so strange that Amitabha Buddha suddenly appeared in the sky in front of us, and the golden color shone like the sun.He immediately flew up and flew towards Amitabha.He turned back, waved his little hand and a lot of gold coins flew towards me，I didn't answer, I just said loudly, forgive us, dear child!
The third child with abortion was also found.Still a boy.Half his body is human and half an eagle.He was an eagle in his previous life.After entering the fetus, I was killed before I could transform.This child has a deep connection with me.Every child is the one who is the one who is the one who is the one who is most destined to be our children.If you kill him, he will turn into hatred.If I were here to collect debts, it would be even worse.
My two infants are wise infants. The first one comes from heaven, which is one level higher than our energy, and the second one is to repay kindness. They have compassion, so they both forgive us.So, what about ordinary infant spirits?People’s life, work, and their feelings, including their physical dissatisfaction, may be the cause of your baby spirit.The great master can't help you.Mother, son, father and son are connected, and only you can save your sins and save your children.
That day, the day when I was doing spiritual retracement, I told the gentleman when I went back, but I didn’t mention the details.My head hurts a little.At night, my husband had a dream, dreaming that Amitabha Buddha entered our bedroom through the window, and it was bright.As for me, I dreamed that many children flew towards the sun like butterflies.Hopefully, the children have really gone to the Pure Land.We now firmly believe in bliss.
My story is over.Every word is true.
You may not believe in Buddhism, cause and effect, or study the body, mind and soul. However, you should know that you have an abortion of your flesh and blood and life.Don’t say that you never had an abortion, what about your past life?Don’t think that you are a man and it’s the same for abortion.Don’t think that abortion doesn’t matter. You think that reading and reciting Buddhist scriptures can help the infant spirits. You are wrong, you don’t have any skills to help them.Reading Buddhist scriptures only makes you feel willing to repent. Unless you pay attention to contraception and no longer have an abortion, your sins will be eliminated.
The woman who was chased by the Ghost King after abortion in Buddhist scriptures was later Manjushri Bodhisattva.
If you need the "The Buddha's Sutra on Longevity and Elimination of Sins and Protecting the Boys", please give me your address.Learn Buddhism and repent!
Today is Mr.’s birthday.We are ashamed.All the sins of our ignorance and ignorance, and all sentient beings who are intentionally or unintentionally harmed and killed in the long-term reincarnation, repent to you.Please forgive us, let us give up the mutual revenge of reincarnation, please listen to the Dharma, and we wish to be reborn in the Pure Land together!
2024-03-17 13:55Sincerely praise, the fragrance remains on your hands. (Collection name: Wang Ling)
